Its never late...........

Let me start my blog with this song In English..This song is by Nickel Back...Full deewana of this one..Its about a dad taking care of her lone girl child...Its ultimatum..Loved it...The lyrics goes like this

I will come for you
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Just one more moment
That's all that's needed
Like wounded soldiers
In need of feeling

Time to be honest
This time I'm pleading
Please don't dwell on it
'Cause I didn't mean it

I can't believe I said
I'd lay my love on the ground
But it doesn't matter
'Cause I made it up
Forgive me now

Everyday I spent away
My soul's inside out
Gotta be someway
That I can make it up
To you now some how

By now you know that
I'd come for you
No one but you
Yes, I'd come for you
But only if you told me to

I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you

I was blindfolded
But now I'm seeing
My mind was closing
Now I'm believing

I finally know just
What it means
To let some one in
To see the side of me
That no one does or ever will

So if you're ever lost and
Find yourself all alone
I'd search forever
Just to bring you home
Here and now, it's a vow

By now you know that
I'd come for you
No one but you
Yes, I'd come for you
But only if you told me to

I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you
You know I'd always come for you

No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's still life in me
No matter what, remember
You know I'll always come for you

Yes, I'd come for you
No one but you
Yes, I'd come for you
But only if you told me to

And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'll always come for you

No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's still life in me
No matter what, remember
You know I'll always come for you

I'd crawl across this world for you
Do anything you want me to
No matter what, remember
You know I'll always come for you
You know I'll always come for you.............

With this song..I loved these songs as well and love to hear them again and again..Silbermond ( the video is superb where she explains the war field or some protest..Everything paused...She singing..It reminds me of Dil se..)..Pink(Please dont go..where she hits ..wounds her boy friend pleading him not to go..Though its very disturbing..Its one part of love..So violent yet cool).....I was a fan of Pink for her early Song as well( I am coming..So get this party started)..GeWinner ( I could not understand a single word in it..Its German...But song is too good....Sung underwater....Loved it)......With all these songs in my belly err head..err somwehere.......Writing this blog..

I have a better idea for the pink chaddi andholan guys in India...arrange for tickets for Muthalik and send him on a Europe tour in the summer...May be in the month of May..Next year he shall only arrange for Valentines day and give paanaka(Lemonaid)...for the couples....hee hee :)..He can as well give pink chaddis...he has never seen world.....Desha nu nodilla..Kosha nu odhilla...he is a Yemme :)

Right in front of my window..I could see Families getting ready to embrace the spring..They are cleaning their bikes..cycles....Getting ready to go out with their families...re-union...Its fun..I miss all those things..Though I have never been with my family since the age of 3....For me it was studies..then the job..Dont know where my 25 years went off...Life is too short...I am realising that now...I dont know how many hours I would have wasted to get a glimpse of a girl...Who is happily engaged to someone....I dont know how many hours I would have spent on
roads when the same girl was sitting and watching TV with her family..I dont know how many hours of my lifetime has been wasted travelling just to get a glimpse of her..Who is having her own family now...Seriously we guys are a shit...We never give our time to our parents...Running
behing a stupid girl....who runs behind a stupid guy...Its a cycle..Deadlock...Split this word...It has a meaning guys....Guys will be dead....Girls will be wed-locked...Deadlock was derived from here....Still reading this stupid analysis...Crazy..!!! Haah!! Shall update my photo to this blog tomorrow...You guys can do Thu!! yaakh!! on that...

I always believed(Atleast the middle class guys) ..We guys are like a shirt/trouser piece....by the time we stitch ourselves with our efforts..By the time we press ourselves with all the pressures...Get into something that can be worn...The customer(Rather I would like to call girl) would have chosen some ready made thing ..wear it and go....Girls prefer ready made
clothes..Because the looks are nice and well.....But they never understand the stitched ones are more durable..fit into anything ..Adjustable....The stitched rejected ones usually go to seconds market..Where someone would choose us without any option( Arranged marriage)....Crazzy thought haah!!


My sunday began on a sad note....This is a love note which I have written without knowing whom to give...May be I shall write it here...
Note:
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( Read it in SRKs Voice for more fun and effect..Then you would cy more).

My Sweetheart,

My world turns into heaven when I found you. There so much happiness and joy knowing I have found my true love in you. I have been so glad and so proud your mine because you are one true person, so faithful and so loving.

You are different from any other person that I knew before. So much honesty and beauty comes from within you. When people look at you, they would come to like you too. My dad..My mom..My sisters..and my friends...I hope you will never change. I hope you will stay the same 'cause I love the way you are.

You are so amazing that you make me feel complete. I would not want any other person. I only want you in my life. I could not love anyone because my heart only cries for you. I would be useless and worthless in this world, no reason to live any longer if you are not here with me, if you will leave me. Loving you is my joy. I promise I will not exchange you for anything. You are my hope and my dream that is coming true.

So Many night I lay down and cry not knowing the reason why? Holding your photo and staring at you, uttering those sweet words just for you. I wish you can see me. I wish you can hear me. I wish you can kiss me and hold me tight.

I have this pain deep inside. Longing for you each day and night. I'm missing you my Love.
I'm missing you so badly. If I think about the future, just you and me together. I find myself smiling, for I know it will happen soon. This waiting made me long for you more and more each day. I love you my Darling. Now matter how far, no matter how long the waiting may be. I will love you more and more each day ... Now, I understand the reasons for those tears I shed. It was tears of joy of having you. Though distance between us kept us apart but I know it's only in body but never in heart. If I have one thing to thank right now... that's when you came into my life.

There is something going on deep within my heart. A strange feeling that I don't seem to understand. I don't really know why you are always on my mind every now and then. Every time you are near, I just don't know what to do. When you start to talk, I hardly find a word to say...it's like I’m out of breath. My heart beats so fast. I feel so lifted each time you're around. So much beauty surrounds me every time you smile. It’s like you are

everything...and I really think, I have fallen for you. I love you.

I hope and wish you felt the same way too. How I wish we could be together one day but if it would be far from happening, if love would not give a way for us because all you wanted from me is only my friendship, it’s just okay for me.

I will still love you no matter what. However, if you feel the same way too, you will definitely bring joy to my lonely soul. You will definitely give warm to my cold lonely nights. Colors will bloom along my way and you will see smile in my heart everyday. That is how much I love you. That is how much I wanted you in my life.

Yours
~~Shashank~~

Sad aah!! ....Sad!!

Still writing a kavana..Once that is ready...I shall put up here....Things are just so boring for me here.. I have become very silent..I dont talk to anyone ( there is no option to talk)....I just sit silent in my room..I just feel like a tiger which is locked up in a zoo and fed with food time to time...Four walls...TV for entertainment..No one can understand what the tiger is dying for....They think its hungry and feed with more food...Similarly I am here. No one can understand whats there in my mind...I have stopped crying which is very dangerous..I have stopped laughing which is more dangerous than that...But my soul cries for someone
continuously.....For the love which is not mine anymore....

Sunday morning woke up at around 7:30..Switch on TV to see American Pie in German in one of the channels..CHannel thrai(3)......As I had already seen the movie..It was much easier to correlate things on the TV..Was able to understand..Cooked egg fried rice with yesterdays remaining rice..Ate that and slept off again( just imagine!!!!!) .....Woke up at around 1 PM..Ate and watched movie..( The curious case of Benjamin)..Man it was so boring...Was about to sleep again....phew!!!!! Evening we went for a walk...Went to some Turkish hotel and ate Doner
Kebaps...It was yummy..!! Came back home...Shall update this blog and sleep off again....isn;t it boring....


I was born romantic..Love ruined me.....(Copied from I was born intelligent education ruined me)..SOrry guys...Need to fill pages in my blog...

Read one more creation For some one special...

My Beloved,

I feel you in the morning When at first I awake. Your thought is with me With each decision I make. You'd been around forever since the first breath I took. Now I have to go on alone but for love I need not look because of what you bestowed. In our short time together every memory will last in my heart forever and ever.
Although you've left and walk above, I'm never alone cause i'm wrapped in you love. Enjoy now your long awaited reward and feel the peace in your heart. What was taught to me will be taught to mine because you live on in me even after you're gone. I will always remember you.

Todays Menu:
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1. Morning - Egg fried rice..
2. Afternoon - Yesterdays Aloo sambaar + rice...
3. Evening - Doner kebap...
4. Night - Yesterdys Aloo sambaar ( sad) + rice....

Now dozing off guysssssssssssssss.................
Missing you all..Closing this blog with this interesting thought..

It’s not late.. Forget your egos, past……….., and express your love to others………. Be friendly…………… keep smiling and be happy for ever…

Chill :)

hope u guys are having a blast there in summer..I know its hot...Simply kidding..Enjoy life..Follow the above rule...Enjoyyyyyy....

Love,
Shashank