saturday: When my heart was broken....

Hey...

How does someone feel to be alone?
Amidst the crowd....
Peoples talk seems crap..
World seems so boring...
Days so so long...and nights greater than the day...

How does someone feel to laugh?
When he craves to cry...
When mind is like a balloon ..
Continuously Filled with tears...
In your thoughts.....
Ready to explode........Boom!!!

How does one feel to be serene?
When one is tumultuous inside...
When nothing looks good..except you..
When each breathe is so heavy....
The air which contains aroma of yours...
I feel pristine because of that....

How does it feel to be strong...?
When one is shattered...
Dreams Shattered inside...
Bcoz this much love I have...
For the love that does not exist.


How does it feel to pretend to be joyful?
When someone is dying every moment…
Dying to be in someones arms..
which is not his own now...

How does it feel to be deserted?
When one desperately need some one to talk to…
But the same desperation is not seen
in the recipient....

How does it feel to be resilient?
When some one has lost everything...

How does it feel?
When someone can’t feel anything….
When everything is So soona soona...

With this creation I want to start my todays blog...This is just my creation hdaaah!!

Days here have become quiet sunny...Temperature soaring upto 21 degrees.. Am not missing Bangalore at all..Weather
is just as in Chikmaglur or some hill station....Boring..I feel places meant to be cold should be cold ...If they
become warm ..Its like a foreigner wearing Saree...Though she will be looking pretty..Things are not in place...Something like that....Worst analogy..haah :) Who cares...my blog...huuH ahaha..!!

And one more analogy I can give is, the snow on the mountains and the dress wore by girls ....As the snow melts..The amount of dressing reduces...I have witnessed it here....The hotel/Suits where I am staying..THey have a restaurant of their own..A garden restaurant which obviously opens during the summer...It has opened...Its just below my window..I can see people having a nice time with their family..Celebrating Summer...rather spring..

I can see the hard flesh of the trees loosening up...Flexing their muscles for the spring action...I can see green
at the edge of the winter-shed trees...I can see flowers budding...I can sense this is going to be
colorful..Green, orange..Yellow..Blue..Red...WOw!! :) Feeling good..Already few plants have bloomed fully..I could
see the colorful Europe now...I can hear the birds chirping..I can see them happy..They are so excited ..As
excited as a girl in Chinese REstaurant(The time between order and Serve)..Cool..:)...Capturing these moments in
my heart...I feel great to witness this Mother Earths metamorphosis...

With all these, woke up a bit late around 8:30 AM..Took bath..Then myself and Pangi decided to go out somewhere..Finally we decided we shall go to Rewe..Its a shop just like metro in Bangalore....huge...We went there and saw things...They were pretty much costlier than Bangalore...So I did not buy anything...hmmmm :(.Pangi Bought a shoes for Ajays kid...So from that huge shop we both finally came out with a small shoes..In between Pangi never stops at one place to see anything..He is a little impatient...So I was lost in between..I was so petrified...Took 3 rounds of that shop...ouch!! Leg was aching...Finally my mind came into normal terms when I saw a huge figure seeing stuff there...That was Pangi..We came back home..Cooked the menu below...Ate and I slept off...Evening 6 I woke up...This time me Pangi and Brajesh went to Plarrer to buy something to drink..I bought mixed fruit juice..We came back...Pangi n Brajesh were planning to booze later that night...So I came back to room..Ate anna sambaar and fruits..Watched one movie...The movie name is sex drive....(Its a decent movie..dirty minds)....A comedy one..It is a comedy movie..In some scenes I could not even breathe ..I was laughing so much...Was still not getting sleep after the movie....So swtiched on TV..A horror movie was coming....Though not interested....I was watching...some thrill was there in that...It should be understood, love and horror have no language barriers...Crap!! It can happen to anyone...It was really scary..I compensated for that comedy haah!!..When I closed my eyes..I was getting that scary thoughts..Thu!! Why did I even watch that..:( Crap..

In between I had called my friends Anand, Aru & Latha...Spoke to them...Miss them a lot!! Missing Teja and Harsha also...

It was a boring Saturday..With nothign exciting done.....

Finally dozed offffffffff!!!!!!!!!!!!! Guyyyyyyy!!!


Todays Menu:
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1. Morning - Corn flakes..
2. Afternoon - Superb Aloo sambaar.
3. Evening - 3 difft types of pastries
4. Night - Aloo sambaar and Rice..


Have tagged these songs..Was listening to these songs today ..

1. Kisi roz tumse..Mullaakaath hogi..Meri jaan uss din mere saath hogi..Magar kab na jaane..yeh barsaath
hogi..Mera dil hein pyaasa..Mera dil akelaaa.....Zaraa tasweer se thu..Nikal ke saamne aa merri mehbooba...

2. Tum seh hi - Instrumental..When she runs and comes and hug him...for the last time...That kiss scene...I feel
happy ..Dont know why...Listening to that..So listened to that 10 times minimum..

3. And this one song from one new Album Mithoon....I am in love with this song..Silent and superb!!!!

Went so crazy after seeing this video..Video is so awesome...If anyone gets chance..See it...Have downloaded..

lyRics goes like this..:

Tuhi mera saaraa jahan hai,
Tuhi mere rab ki tarha hai.

Kahi tere dilki panaaho mei,
maine paya mujhe teri chaahon mei
jaise logaan jalta ho harpal kahi,
meri khwahish mei yu tu jalaa hai.

Tuhi mera saaraa jahan hai,
Tuhi mere rab ki tarha hai.

Bepanaah mai tujhko chahta hoon,
tuhi hai mere dil ka sukoon,
tu dikhe hai mujhko chaarsu.
Mai tujhe hi fakat dhundta hoon,
tuhi dil ki aarzoo.
Dilto mera ye aksar kare,
duur tujhse naa ekpal rahu.
Teri parchhayi bhi hai bohot dilnashi,
tu hasaa to ye aalam hasaa hai.

Jo lafzo se tuune buuna hai,
wo hasi pyar ka silsila hai.
Jo akho mei teri likha hai
wo akho se maine padha hai.

Tuhi mera saaraa jahan hai,
Tuhi mere rab ki tarha hai
Kahi tere dilki panaaho mei,
maine paya mujhe teri chaahon mei
jaise logaan jalta ho harpal kahi,
meri khwahish mei yu tu jalaa hai.


Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!

Love ,
Shashank