Hi,
These are nice isn't it...........
I Have Given My Heart Away
I have become yours in every way..
I Swear On You .... Its True
Let The World Protest
I Will Give All For You.... I Promise On You
Hopes Are From You Only My Love
I Have drawn this scar on my body..
I can never forget you.....
I shall live my life Under The Canopy Of Your Memories....
After God, or before that..I Will Worship Only You
Ask What You Want All Is Yours.......
because I Have Given My Heart Away to you.........
This Lifeless Heart Your Love Had Brought It Alive
And Then It Was Your Love, That Made It Distraught............
Pining, Pining, From The Tortured Heart Came Deep Sighs
I Am Punished For Falling In Love , What Crime Did I do???????????
Then,I Have Lost Everything .yes , Lost Everything for my Love for You..........
This Love Is A Strange Kind... Oh Dear Intimate......
Fleeting Moments Of Happiness ,
And Then Comes The Treasures Of Full Of Sorrows
You Get Aching Seclusion Of Tensions
In Tears , In Sighs , In Complaints, In the Wailful Hummings..
I see you...........
Your Face Appears Everywhere,in The Light Of Day Your thoughts Haunt Me
I get Your thoughts in The Darkness Of Night Too , I see you everywhere...
Rippling from this tortured heart comes The tormented Sighs...........
I Am Punished For Falling In Love , What Crime Did I do????????????
Then,I Have Lost Everything ( Been Looted) ,yes , Lost Everything For My Love For You
If I Meet God , I Will Ask Him, Oh 'God
Having Giving Me A Body Of Earth ( Clay) Why Did You Make My Heart Of Glass ?
And On Top Of That You Gave It The Tendency To Fall In Love,
(made Its Habit, So That It Falls In Love)!oh How Remarkable Are Your Nature!
How Glorious Your Handiwork, Oh Nature! And On Top Of That You Gave Fate , Sometimes
Meeting(encounters), Sometimes Separations ,
Sometimes Meeting, Sometimes Separations Is This What Is To 'love'? How Remarkable/glorious Are Your Nature!'
Whimpering Whimpering(with Quiet Sobs), From This Heart Come Sighs,I Have Been Punished For Falling In Love,
What Sin Have I Commited?,
Then,I Have Lost Everything ( Been Looted) ,yes , Lost Everything For My Love For You
Pining Pining, A Sigh Ripples From This Broken Heart,
I Have Received Punishment For Love, What Kinda Sin Have I Committed?
I Have Been Completely Looted, Yes Completely Looted, I Have Been Completely Looted In Your Love...........
With all that translation...............Shall start my blog today....
Shall explain my weekend funda.......Saturday woke up at 6 AM ...First of all, weekend is so long..On top of that...phew!!!!!!!! Was trying to kill time on the bed.....Thinking that this n all.......Some dreams...broken..Some dreams to be weaved.......Thoughts running from this corner of my mind to the other corner....Dont know how many times I would have turned sides..........One thought or imagination goes like this..Which is like a song.......
I am a wounded soldier... Have been wounded in the battle of love... I have been hit all over my body.. Except for the chest... Which I have protected with my two palms.. Holding onto my heart.... I am preserving it alone..because its where you dwell.. I am shot everywhere.... I am bleeding...I am trying to hide the stains... Wiping it out through my tears.......... My eyes have run dry... Its enough.. I am standing right in front of you.. I have nothing ..But for my heart .. which I have preserved from every pain.. I am right in front of you... You are the one to call the last shot.. If yes, it shall rip apart this heart and I shall fall at your feet... I shall leave this last few left tear drops at your feet...... Sighing ur name ..on the last few breathes.... If you give me a life....I shall surrender... I am already........ The wounds and the cuts would heal.. They would heal with your midas touch... I would smile once again..The pain shall vanish... I shall promise, I will make this life a happy song... I shall sing everynight for you.... We shall walk on the beaches holding our hands and We shall spend the nights looking at the endless dark blue sky......... Gazing at the stars...Spreading our dreams onto various constellations... Where I shall beg the mercy of the sky, to steal one of them and keeping with me....(you my star)..... Its upto you....You have the shot...
Good one isn't it?? The lines above are purely coincidental...and never resembles anyone..Its just the flow of words in my heart............
And with this thought, I woke up...and got ready to go for shopping....We all went to mediamarkt..Which is a big shopping mall...Something like Garuda mall..It was great...I saw few amazing shoes, jackets, shirts, t-shirts and all...I saw one superb jewellery set...WIsh I had a girl friend..I would have definitely gifted that to her.....Alas!! Now Saved money :) Hee hee :)......Saw so many things...And was also seeing what I can take home...to my sisters, parents and friends...Did not buy anything though...Have planned things now..Saw one amazing watch..but it was 450 Euros...Phew!!!!! Planning to give my dad a watch.....So made up my mind..Thought shopping shall be postponed....Hee hee :)...my legs were singing song..I was so tired...my legs were moving so involuntarily ....Then We all went to MarkTKauf, Bought vegetables, green peas, beans,..fruits...milk, joghurt etc...Came back dragging that heavy bag to room and was dragging the body too..Dont know whether bag was pulling bag or bag pulling my body..........Then We ate rice and yoghurt.....with a pickle...Slept off...Whole afternoon...phew!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Evening woke up ...Went for a walk to Sardarjis shop....To buy calling card..Unluckily..I did not get a card..Went around alone for 2-3 kms..Came back...After that was watching match between Manchester United and West Hamburg..it was an amazing match..With ManU winning 5-2...Loved it...
For night we thought we should cook Dal like the one they cook in Nandhini..I love that with ghee...So I had that color, taste everything in my mind..and kept dal for boiling...then onion, oil that this..khottha k hotttha.....now the suspense endds...The Dal was exactly the same as Nandhini one...We were so happy..We were so eager to eat it...I loved the Nights dinner..It was great..Dal, rice, lijjat papad, curd rice and one small pickle....Loved it..!!!! Kept little dhaal for morning as well...and was watching match between Barcelona and Manchester...Dont know when I dozed off....I needed a good sleep after so many days....
Sunday morning , woke up at aroung 8:30 AM....after a good nights sleep..I was fully charged and was feeling light...We had planned to visit SIddhivinayak temple here....We all went, but sadly It was in front of a graveyard and it was closed..The place was so deserted...We were scared to stay there...Myself and Nagaraju decided we shall go somewhere...We went to Kaiser Castle....Its a nice place...And here I need to mention one thing..There is one ring suspended
onto the churchs gate there..If we turn it one round luck shall come to us it seems...Being unlucky, I needed to grab luck as much as I can...So I thought of turning it whole day..But ...We went to that church and rotated the ring thrice..So I am triple lucky now...Lets see what fate has in its store for me...Then we climbed upto the Kaiser castle..With so many museums on our way..Each one charging 6 Euros to see some old things displayed there..Sad thing is its
all in German..And I was sure I would not understand a bit of it...So we did not go to any...Finally we reached the pinacle...The Kaiser Castle..The view from there and the Greenery around can make lovers romantic, birds sing and river roar.....Unlucky me....:(..So we went uphill..Saw different places in the Castle...It was an awesome experience...We roamed around till Noon..Again We were tired.....We took photos till the camera said I am exhausted.....It shall be uploaded and the link be given....We were like personal photographers to each other...Have taken my photo in every angle..So it should be easy for me to choose a photo to upload in matrimonial sites......Hee hee :)..Even Nagaraju did the same..I have taken his in every possible corner of the castle...So he would be discussing each stone there with his wife....
The link:
http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/sredir?uname=shashankatr&target=ALBUM&id=5329276133531151409&authkey=Gv1sRgCJ-Q6M-drq7ToQE&feat=email
We came back to room...Cooked amazing peas sambaar with garam masala....It was smelling great..We ate like hell....Slept off...
The sun is setting..and Sunday is about to bid bye....And I am just happy in my mind thinking I have to bid only maximum 4 Sundays bye...then I shall be home...So I am happy to send this Sunday to past........I am thinking to request my manager to send me a bit early...I have so much of pending work to do on my house loan............
With this I want to end this blog....Hope everyone is not bored of reading my huge blog.....I just like to narrate things...
Leaving you all with this thought...
What makes all Mother’s special –
When I came home drenched in the rain my brother said –
“Why don’t you take an umbrella with you !”
My sister said –
“Why didn’t you wait till the rain stopped !”
My father angrily said –
“You will only learn after getting a cold !”
But my mother while drying my hair said –
“Stupid rain !”
My love to her..............
I am just an actor. An actor that shall pretend with all earnestness at his command in the fake glory of accomplishment !!
The magic of life! And a confirmation that all acting eventually ends in its ultimate uselessness !!
May you be ever successful and happy..
May you be pure and responsive… and may you have the strength to dissolve fake accomplishment !! The whole world is fake.....
For this you have my prayers and my love -
Shashank.
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