Salary day...Hurrah!!!

Today when I was coming in train/bus/whenever I got time I was thinking continously about one topic...These actress and their MMS clips/unusual acts....Chey!! If they have not done that sin...how bad it is for the society to see them like that..when they see that for themselves.......how would they feel??? Should the faulters be hanged?? or burnt alive???........I was also thinking about the college girls who get involved in such things..And what the hell they might be going through after that....These things really look sick to me...hmmmmmmmmmm!! Yes we are living in a crazy world where one person is spending his time/effort to do bad to the other for no reason..Crazy...After these things, one cannot be peaceful anywhere...U fart in a hotel room..the same video clip(farting video) would be added in youtube or sites like that...Crazzzy crazzy world..Sick!!!

With all these thoughts in my mind like a dark big cloud...Starting my day in office...Angry Abdullah is here as usual..He smiled at me..Mine as ever 100 Watts smile..The thoughts which I had as a cloud evaporated without even raining...and started thinking about these technical things...project etc...And salary....hmmm today my salary should get credited....Hurrah!!!...Was just hoping If I was in India...because after so many months I was getting my full salary and wanted to shop so much..Still have not bought sports shoes...And had a great wish to buy a leather jacket also....Hmmmmm :(...Also had a wish to join guitar classes..THat was the first thing I wanted to do...buy a guitar and join the classes....I always had a dream to propose a girl with my own song and with my own musical notes....that dream I guess will remain as a dream.......first a girl is not there in my life ..Second I cannot join classes anymore...So..I have to be Anu Malik throughout(Copy)... Then I wanted to eat like hell in KFC...So many
wishes I had cut on in the previous months.....I wanted to fulfill them......hmmm..Missing it..

With all these thoughts... was involved in a meeting with some hi fundoo so called scientists here...Actually I was shivering from inside.hmmmm...It was a bit scary.....!!! Still lot to learn....Not picking up the pace at all.....Really need to something about this...Still I am in India mood only....So hit myself twice and reminded that I m here to work....People are expecting some big time work from me..Crazzy!!!

With this poem..I want to end it. Few people are complaining that I dont have job..So writing less...


The love we used to share,
gone up in whirl winds,
will I ever love,
or ever live again,

I am tired of crying,
and I am done trying,
To remember all about you,
but when I close my eyes...

...All I see is you.
.................
All the love I am sending,
the memories I won't sell,
I know there must be an ending,
to the story I will tell,

I dream only of your love,
and happiness in life,
I try not to think of you,
but when I close my eyes...

..All I see is you.

Love,
Shashank